Mark 8:34-36
When He had called the people to Himself, with
His disciples also, He said to them, “Whoever desires to
come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. For whoever desires to
save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the
gospel’s will save it. For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses
his own soul?
My Yoke is easy and My burden is
light
Recently I
got the privilege to carry a cross down the streets of inner city Atlanta. This
by far was the heaviest cross I have ever carried. As a matter of fact, I
really couldn’t carry it very far at all. My back and shoulder’s started
hurting immediately. I carried it a few blocks and had to give the cross back
to my evangelist friend Joel Crumpton, who has a ministry in Atlanta. Immediately the Lord reminded me of a vision
He gave me. Around a year ago, I had the privilege of carrying a big red cross
that was constructed by my friend Stacy Mitchell down the streets of the
University of Alabama. This cross was heavy, as well. I came home to Pensacola
and went to church. During the worship time, the Lord gave me a vision. I was
kneeling at a cross and I heard the Lord tell me to pick it up. I immediately
thought that the cross would be heavy like the cross that I had carried
previously at the University of Alabama. I braced myself to pick it up and I
was amazed. This cross wasn’t heavy at all. It was light as a feather and I
couldn’t believe it. The Lord immediately spoke this scripture to me in Matt.
11:28-30 “Come to Me,
all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and
learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for
your souls. For
My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”
Fresh Revelation
Immediately
I had received fresh revelation from the Lord concerning Mark 8:34-36. I had
always thought that taking up my cross would be a hard grueling experience. The
Lord showed me that it would be a hard grueling experience if I tried to walk
and do everything in my own strength. The cross would be heavy and I wouldn’t
be able to walk very far, but if I spent time in His presence and in His word
the cross would be light as a feather. I now realize why Moses was praying for
God’s glory and saying Lord unless you go before me and with me I can’t go. You
see Moses had done things in his own strength before. He killed an Egyptian
believing that it was God’s will and look how that turned out. Moses needed the
Glory of God to fulfill his calling and purpose. He wasn’t taking no for an
answer.
Are we living for ourselves or for
Him?
On March 9th,
2014 the Lord would call Evangelist Steve Hill home to be with Him in Heaven. I
had heard Steve preach probably over a hundred times at the Brownsville Revival
in Pensacola Florida. The Lord really impacted me through the revival and through
Steve’s sermons. They still resonate with me today. When I heard about Steve’s
passing, I immediately was convicted by the Holy Spirit. I got on my knees, repented
and made a commitment to the Lord for my life. I heard Him ask me if I would be
satisfied with Him in prayer and for me to go after souls in the streets. I
told Him that I would and I have never been the same. I was instantly changed
and delivered. Rudy Waters got on the cross and died that day. It was a life
changing moment.
You see my friend I got on the cross that day, died to myself and He resurrected me with His strength and might! One of my favorite quotes is from Leonard Ravenhill who said “are the things you’re living for worth Christ dying for.” You see a lot of us want to go to heaven and still want to live for ourselves. I would always hear Steve Hill preach that “folks just want a get out of jail free card” or in other words a get out of hell free card. We want to live for ourselves and still go to heaven too, but it doesn’t work that way. Jesus needs to be Lord and Savior of our lives. In the scripture above the word says that if anyone who desires to come after Jesus must first deny himself and take up his cross and follow Him. Every sin is rooted in selfishness. Our selfishness is at the root of the problem and it must be cut down and burned. If we pull off the bad fruit from a tree and let the new fruit grow, we will still continue to produce rotten fruit. The root system must be dealt with!
Repentance
is the key! On March 9th, 2014 I came to the end of myself and
turned to Jesus. I was tired of living my life apart from his will and you can
do it to my friend. Just get on your knees now and ask the Lord to forgive you
for living a life of selfishness. Ask Him to forgive you of living a life of
one foot in the world and one foot in Church! Ask Him to wash you in His blood
and say not my will, but Yours be done Lord.
Come back to your first love my friend! Jesus is waiting with open arms
for you to come and be with Him! Get on the cross and let Him resurrect you because His
yoke is easy and His burden is light!
Written by Rudy Waters